Have you ever felt that crushing feeling? The feeling you're been suffocated? The knot in your stomach, the sudden sweats, the lightheadeness, the dry mouth, the struggle to swallow, the panic? The fight or flight kicks in, and you just want to run home and get in bed? Shut the curtains, lock the door? Hide … Continue reading Anxiety, Me & A Baby
I haven't blogged in so long, and have to admit I lost my blogging mojo a bit. What better way to restart my blog than with Gypsy's birth story. She is 12 weeks tomorrow and I've been meaning to write this for a long time. I woke up July 1st at 40+1 weeks. As every … Continue reading Gypsy’s Birth Story
A lot of my blogs, well nearly all my blogs are about Junior. I thought it was about time I blogged about Alfie Bear and a new journey we about to take...... When Alfie Bear entered the world, he did so extremely quickly. The Midwife told me I was only 4cm and to stop been … Continue reading Alfie Bears Story…..
I'm an emotional kind of person at the best of times. Pregnancy just intensifies it a million times. Some of my emotions I wish I could tame. The crushing jealousy and insecurity. The hatred for my changing body. Except my growing boobs. I love having boobs. The extreme highs of excitement and the unknown. The … Continue reading Pregnancy Emotions and PND.
Sorry we've not blogged in a while. Life has certainly been hectic and has got in the way of my outlet. 4 years of fighting. 4 years of saying I cannot Parent my child properly. 4 years of complete chaos. 4 years of my child hitting me, throwing things at me and yelling abuse. 10 … Continue reading The Diagnosis
I am the Mum you see out and about. The Mum who looks young. The Mum who has three children. The Mum who looks like she has no control over her boys. The Boys who you may hear before you see, the boys who cant keep still. The boys who talk at a high volume. … Continue reading I am the Mum….
I havent posted in a while. I have a lot to get my head around. I will forever be grateful for the amount of support and well wishes i have recieved through Instagram and the blogging world. So Junior had his EEG. We had lots of questions to answer again. Most of them ones we … Continue reading The EEG
Hearing them words, even when you think you are expecting them, knock the wind out of you. So many feelings. Elated, a proffesional sees what i see, im not going crazy. Im not a bad Mum after all. We are finally going to get some answers. An officially diagnosis. We will get help. Sad, because … Continue reading “Your Son definatly has a disorder”
i feel im lost in a fog. Everythings hazy. It could be the lack of sleep. Since Junior had his seizure, and speaking to the Epilepsy Consultant, im so scared that Juniors night time jerking and twitching, is actually seizures. In my last post i wrote about how quick everything was going, it was a … Continue reading Just a Mama wanting answers…
Thursday the 29th September started off as any other day. The usual morning. Tantrums, attitude then breakfast club at school. Nothing was unusual. I went to do my car theory test and passed, i was beyond happy and phoned to tell everyone the news. I went home, made my lunch then sat down to eat. Then … Continue reading The First Seizure